Help me, I’m drowning
Drowning in my crazy world of thoughts
The Fields are strangling me
Everything is fiction
Nothing is real
What happened? More importantly, what didn’t happen?
I know I am confused
Am I even myself?
Who is that? “Me”?
How can I respect myself if others don’t respect me? How can others respect me if I don’t respect myself?
I don’t know anymore
I don’t know anything anymore
The world around me appears surreal
Who will listen to me if I scream now? Why would I scream now?
I’ve been living a fake life
The life of someone elses
I can feel my heartbeat, low in my belly
But whose heartbeat is that?